My Expectation of Cert IV

Alright so my expectations of this course… well when enrolling into this course I didn’t really think of much about it. It was more of yes I’m doing something to get everyone e.g. parents off my back as they were constantly asking me what I’m going to do next, when you going to uni blah blah blah. I just got so fed up and annoyed with all the questions because I really don’t know what I want with my life yet. I feel so useless and down at times because I haven’t sorted out what I want to do with my life and for the future. It’s just hard, I can’t believe how hard and tough it is growing up, sometimes I wish I was just little again when everything was just so simply and fun.

So since starting this course I have found it quite difficult to be motivated to do anything, I don’t know why but maybe because I’m not interested and not liking it or because I don’t understand some of the things that are been taught and I start to struggle and not wanting to do the work. I just don’t know. But I have been trying my best with all of the assignment and work in class and outside. I’m not going to let it pull me down. I am slowly understanding a few things but just slowly and will get there at the end I hope ^^ I have had second thought about this course but I will stay and finish it as I’m not a person who just gives up. I’ll give this course the best I can and if I do fail then at least I know I have tried my best. 

What’s next… so stated above I actually don’t know, maybe finding a job after because I just don’t want to study anymore or maybe take a break and go traveling. I’m still deciding on that but I guess only time can tell (: